||[Apr. 13th, 2005|02:10 pm]
|||||I don't even know.||]|
Lately, I've been so down. I don't know what's up with me. Every five minutes I feel like breaking down and crying. I'm not that fun to be around right now. So, I'm sorry for not calling anyone to hang out. I'm just sad. More so lonely. I just wish I could pick up the phone and call someone like I use to. But, they've changed. And, I'm not quite sure I'm okay with that. Come back to me, please?
As I'm writing this I can feel the tears overwhelming me. I miss everything. I just wish I had one person I could feel secure crying in front of and just talk to. I fucking loved you.
"What hurts more is, I would still die for you."